The Girls First Going Away VAcation

January 28th, Saturday the girls (Irma, Evelyn, Vicky and I) decided to go  to Massachusetts. It was our very first Girls weekends mini vacation. It was definitely an adventure since the three of us are widowers accompanied by our only one married girl. It was also a celebration of my birthday and Vicky. Irma was kind enough to invite us to her timeshare. This was the very first birthday I celebrated away from home. I was glad since I actually forgot how it feels to celebrate it. I laughed so much with them. I also cried since I dreamt about my husband. I just felt so bad since I did not want them to hear me since I don't want them to open their wounds. If there is a next time, I will try to do my very best not to cry again.


I'm getting closer with these girls because they can relate to me. They giving me advice that I do value.

To my beloved husband - You are always in my heart

Not a single day goes by without me thinking of you. I miss your voice, your soft skin, your eyes, your smiles, your jokes, your advices, your home good meal, and your love.  I see you and feel you in my dreams and it feels so real.  Yet when I wake up I don’t recall every details, but I just remember the good memories.

Time will heal me as what they tell me, but the pain gets stronger especially on holidays, birthdays and anniversaries. 

I miss you and I Love you so very much.