This will the 2nd ThanksGiving without my husband. I still vividly recall the last Thanksgiving we spent together. We baked different pies (apple, sweet potato, lemon meringue and cherry). He was so proud of the pies we baked together and he was happy. Before we went upstair, he specifically asked me to act normal as if everything was fine. He was positive as usual and told me to be stronger because he was going to be fine.....and I believed him because I love him.
As hard as it is, I'm trying to be positive. I'm praying everyday to make me stronger. I'm going to try to bake those pies again. I tried to do it last year, but I couldn't.
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