Winter days are here and holidays are around the corner

Life is getting tougher.   As much as I am trying to be positive, it is getting harder for me.  Winter is here and more bills. Holidays are around the corner and these are the days that life is so hard.  I miss my husband so much.  There are days that I still could not get up.  I just hope God will continue giving me strength.  I just want to breath and hope everything is okay.